My freshman year was like a black hole dark cold and lonely. I felt nothing the entire year but coldness and a sense that reality was ceasing to exist. As my education expanded my attachment to my coleagues was depleting. Until finally i fell into the deepest darkest deppression im still trying to climb out of. I feel like this black hole has sucked up my soul and carried it to the darkest space in the universe. This black hole i have discovered is apart of me i must conquer or i'll be enshrouded by loneliness and deppression forever.

I have changed and grown a lot since the beggining of the school year. I have learned many things and acquired many life lessons. Some lessons better learned than others like the fact that not everyone can be trusted. I have also learned that some people will judge you no matter what and that those people are better left ignored. Not only have i learned life lessons i have acquired a lot of book smarts this year too in biology and history more than anything.One thing i wish would've been different is who were my friends and who were my closest friends this year.

The most important academic skill i have learned or rather improved in this year is writing it has helped me immensely in my soon to be movie/tv series. I have seen and experienced many heartbreaking things.